jennaa123

suck it LJ cut!

2007-07-30T07:36:24Z

I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

bye

2007-05-05T15:15:32Z

dude, i am so over this bullshit.
why does everyone hate everyone
and everyone fight with everyone.
and EVERYONE START SHIT
get over it.
if you dont like something someone does. THEN FINE YOU DONT FUCKING LIKE IT. dont sit around with your friends and talk about how much you dont like it. dont do it if you dont want to. no one is makign you do anything
BUT people are going to do whatever they want to do. wether you like it or not.
SO FUCK OFF.

get the fuck over yourselfs. why are you people still into this shit? its getting old. stop caring about what other people do, honestly. its just drama. and NO ONE wants drama. and if you do, then get the hell out of here seriously.

jennaa123 @ 2007-04-27T18:45:00

2007-04-27T22:48:34Z

i'm too busy for live journal/myspace/facebook/aim

if you want to talk to me, learn to call me. otherwise we wont talk for awhile
i've been going out a lot more and spending a lot more time with the people that really really matter. if i haven't seen you recently that does not mean you dont matter by any means. i am EXTREMELY happy with the way my life is going right now though. working in the morning is getting to be a little rough while sleeping at mikes, but when i sleep at home, its still wonderful. i like my middle of the day naps w/ mike and then going to work. i've gotten semi- sucked into smoking newports and i really dont like it. i really need money. but i am happpppppppppppppy! i love everyone and everything
aesifjoaishfoaishfoaihfsaosihfoasif YAY!

yo

2007-04-10T22:25:24Z

there are soooo many amazing things and people out there, some that i know and love, some i have no idea about.
i refuse to be held down by one thing anymore.
why am i letting ONE THING stop me from loving anything or anyone. one thing stop me from having everything that i am meant to have.
this is stupid.

thank god i realize this now.

i love you, however
you hold me down.
you hold me down.
you hold me down
you're the echoes of my everything
you're the emptiness the whole world sings at night
you're the laziness in the afternoon
you're the reason why I burst and why I bloom
how will i break the news to you?

jennaa123 @ 2007-04-07T11:25:00

2007-04-07T15:31:49Z

i just wrote out a really long entry.
and then deleted it.
i don't know how to say what i need to say.
other than i miss you so much.
and i know you're everything i've always wanted.
and now you're gone. i know we wont be friends. i know i wont see you.
it's like i've lost everything all at once.

edit:
i hate to admit that he is so right:
Jeffagainstcity: thats really good - sometimes its just good to know you dont have to be with the wrong person

jennaa123 @ 2007-03-19T11:02:00

2007-03-19T15:04:14Z

i love mtv tres
it's all i watch.

I MET A BOY I KIND OF LIKE HIM BUT THE IDEA OF LIKING ANYONE BUT YOU MAKES ME UNEASY.
okay bye

jennaa123 @ 2007-03-07T00:15:00

2007-03-07T05:16:30Z

and I'll fly, fly across the sky, and I’ll leave, leave it all behind, if you’d be here, here with me tonight, I’ll be fine, I’ll be fine, I’ll be fine

baby tiger.

2007-02-23T00:54:32Z

everything is going well, I need a new job. something with more hours, but still in the child care industry simply because i can't imagine doing anything else with my life. it's offically what i want to do for the rest of my life. something with children. i can't imagine not working with my kids anymore thought. or being without my coworkers now, i love them! i love everything about my job except the lack of hours i get.
i love everything about my friends. they're great. we fight sometimes. and i know i dont always appreciate everything they do for me, but they hold me together. i love you guys. everythings great. i just need to chill out sometimes.

i refuse to give into my blues
that's not how it's gonna be
and i deny the tears in my eyes
i don't want to let you see
that you have made a hole in myheart
and now i've got to fool myself
i'll get over you, i know i will
i'll pretend my ships not sinking
and i'll tell myself i'm over you

jennaa123 @ 2007-02-03T13:38:00

2007-02-03T18:38:50Z

hey lindsey,
how are the boyzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz doing?

fatty

jennaa123 @ 2007-01-30T09:40:00

2007-01-30T14:40:57Z

it's all or nothing. at this point

pictures!

2007-01-25T16:13:42Z

HAHAHAHA LAZY EYE. ally loves it.

haha omg.

we'll let the current wash us away.

2007-01-04T18:55:03Z

I put my hand out
would you put yours in mine..
don't let your fears try to tear us apart
i wanna get closer to you
i'm on the outside looking in..
i wanna get closer to you, closer to you
i wanna get closer to you, closer to you
this is bigger, bigger than you or me.

gj

2006-12-29T18:52:59Z

glassjaw was the amazing.
i have no words to describe it.

happy birthday

2006-12-24T16:10:45Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLY MULLEN. ily.

gainesville, florida.

2006-12-04T18:22:20Z

so, it's day 3 in gainesville.
we left home on the first at like 7:30pm. after i got off work, we drove straight through, stopping a few times for food and gas and cigs. other than that it was a straight shot. we got here around 10 or so in the morning on the 2nd. cori and I were so unbelievably tired when we got to jessicas apartment in gainesville. so for most of the second we layed around took naps watched movies and ate sushi and pizza. went to bed real early. yesterday we woke up. hung out most of the day cori and i went to publix and got some food and subs and we hung out while jessica studied. then later we went over cori's friend ronnies house and hung out over there until like 2 am. that was fun, good to get out of the house and see some people. today cori and i woke up and dropped jessica off at school, and came back here to hang out and now we're taking showers and getting ready to begin our day. maybe we'll go shopping or other things til it's time to pick up jessica and then I dunno what we'll do. ryan said that him and mike might stay tonight in gainesville, so if they do we'll probably hang out with them. and then tomorrow is a good day, we see self against city, rookie of the year, socratic, and my getaway at the 1982 bar.
wednesday we leave gainesville and make the 2 hour drive to channings in tampa. i'm sooooooooo excited to see her. and we'll stay wednesday night with her.
after that we had to west palm. and the rest is kinda up in the air. orlando, jacksonville maybe. who knows.

basically, i love florida, and i dont ever want to go home. i missed being here. and i do not miss maryland by any means.

<3

holy glassjaw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-29T23:26:54Z

glassjaw.
december 27, 2006
recher.

if you're not excited for this then you're a huge fucking faggot. because i have never been more excited for something in my entire life.

jennaa123 @ 2006-11-16T20:49:00

2006-11-17T01:49:46Z

i'm not happy anymore.

jennaa123 @ 2006-11-16T01:49:00

2006-11-16T06:49:14Z

You're not alone, there is more to this I know.
You can make it out, you will live to tell.

Ryan Christian Major, you're always in my heart.
i love you.

jennaa123 @ 2006-11-01T18:17:00

2006-11-01T23:17:40Z

happy october is over.

copy&paste straight from karen.

2006-11-01T00:05:38Z

"This is me, pissed off. i'm so sick of giving and giving and trying and trying.... only to have none of it matter.

I get the hint - you don't want me around."

you said that much better than i ever could, thanks kar.

jennaa123 @ 2006-10-30T18:59:00

2006-10-30T19:01:27Z

i want to run away.
and never come back.

yes, i want to run away from my problems, from my life, from everyone i know.
everything. i want it gone.

i dont want to know who i know now, i dont want to do what i do now, i dont want to be where i am now. and i most certainly do not want to fall back into old habits.

i want everything new.

one day soon i'll be gone. will you even notice i've left?

jennaa123 @ 2006-10-22T16:48:00

2006-10-22T20:49:22Z

just to sum up my weekend:
MIIIII UUUUUKKKEEEEEE.
oh michael no dat tickles oh no oh baby mi uke.
oh little town of bethlehem.
gimmie.

heaven5entxx: ITS LICENSE DAY!!!

2006-10-19T13:40:38Z

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
I GET MY LICENSE UNSUSPENDED TODAYYYYYYYYY!@$#$%^&*(&^%$@#!#$#%$^%^&&

bye bye educational & employment purposes onlyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there are days every now and again that i pretend i'm okay, but thats not what gets me.

2006-10-18T13:51:41Z

what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do.

jennaa123 @ 2006-10-16T01:10:00

2006-10-16T05:11:04Z

i dont know,

and im kinda okay with that.